Sunday, June 10, 2018
When You Want to Be Like Everybody
You know that thing that parents say when a kid
begs, "But everybody's doing it." And Mom or Dad say, "Well, if everybody jumped off the bridge, would you jump too?"
They were trying to be helpful and squash that
sense we had of wanting to fit in, and be like everybody else.
Well, that feeling doesn't go away just because we get older. And, if we are trying to do something new or risky, that wanting to be like "everybody" can often haunt or hinder us.
Well, I found an adult way of helping myself through that sticky, insecure spot. I made myself an "Everybody Wall".
Since I struggled with believing in myself as a writer and artist and performer--I had to redefine who my "everybody" is.
When I would get stuck thinking that I was supposed to be different, or successful in some other way, I knew that I needed some peers. And in the beginning--and even now--I had to find those peers in people I loved but had not met. And that's who went on my "Everybody Wall."
I needed reminders that there were many women who heard that different drummer, or who were called to do less traditional work, or who turned out to be just fine even though they were not liked, or understood, or even truly known.
Here are my pals, my sacred sisterhood, my everybody:
Dorothy Day, Helen Gurley Brown, Pema Chodron, Wislawa Szymborska, May Sarton, Amelia Earhart, Erma Bombeck, Georgia O'Keefe and Coco Chanel.
Who are your sisters--your sacred mentors--and your "everybody"?